Yo Yo

Today's Weight: 132.8 lbs

I feel like I'm on some yo yo diet. I keep going up and down with my weight. One problem has been that I've been hitting immunity with my HCG. I was so hungry for the last week that I kept going on eating binges. I would stick strictly to the diet until mid day and then I wanted to chew off my own knuckles. All I could think about was food and eating. Once I did decide that I had to have some food I would eat a lot. I ate one pint of ice cream, a box of cereal, and various bags of chips. All in a few hours. TOM visited all week long and I got off the HCG for 3 days and began my dose again yesterday. I feel much better today. It's amazing the difference the HCG makes. Yes, you will lose weight if you only eat 500 calories a day. You'll also go crazy with food cravings. The HCG makes all the difference. I don't know how much longer it's going to work. I do need to take a big break from rounds. I wouldn't think a year off would be too much. I've done four rounds in one year and some of those have been modified. If I ever do this again I will not exercise during my rounds. Roller derby burns too many calories and demands too much from your body. I felt so wobbly and slow. It was like slipping on ice through a tub of molasses.

My goal had been 125 lb. My target weight range for a 5 ft 6in small frame is 117-125lb. A year ago I never thought I would be 133.0 lbs. I don't think I'll make the 125. I have about 2 days of HCG left and I'm sure it won't take too much longer for me to hit immunity again and want to eat my pillow.