Today's Weight: 147.0 lbs
Yesterday: 149.4 lbs
TOM
I was happy to see the weight come down a bit from steak day but I'm still such a long way from 140.0. I'm not even trying to get back to my LIW of 136.6 lb. Hell, I can't lose 10 pounds unless I cut something off. I wanted to start another round of HCG now that's it's going on 7 weeks between Round 2 and Round 3. But I didn't know if I should even try to do another round if I can't stabilize on Phase 4 of round 2 or I'm wondering if another round will help get me back on a better track. Right now TOM is in full bloom so I would have to wait until later on this week, early next week. I didn't eat all that well today though. I think I'm just getting really frustrated and totally hormonal from TOM. Tomorrow I expect to be near 150.0 again. Apple/Cheese day for me tomorrow. I'm going to alternate correction and normal days until I can get back to +- 140.0 or until I decide to start another round. Ugg, I'm so frustrated. Now I've gained ALL the weight I lost on Round 2. I'm beginning to feel that I should just eat whatever I want and not put my family and friends through the trouble of having to deal with my not eating or extreme dieting. And this is with diet pills mind you. If I didn't take Dexatrim I'd eat my own hand. I just recently started eating P4 foods like organic gluten free tortillas or god forbid potatoes. And they just added another 1.5-2 hour roller derby practice a week so I'm even skating more often than before and sure enough like before my weight becomes impossible to control. I was going to start running again but I can't imagine how much I'm going to balloon out! I would start pulling my hair out if it wasn't falling out already! LOL Actually that's gotten much better since I started eating more P4 foods. Ok, ok, I'm done bitching. Focus, focus, focus!
