Today's Weight: 139.6 lbs
Yesterday's Weight: 138.2 lbs
Difference: +1.4 lbs

Round 2 VLCD Day #18

I did the apple vinegar last night and did pretty well during the day but didn't do so well at night in bed. I will try again today. If I'm so hungry today that I can't concentrate I might go ahead and call it quits on this round. I've taken appetite suppressants every day this round and maxing out the dose now every day and having to take 2x the sleeping pills to knock me out. I'm going to try a simple over the counter suppressant today instead of the doctor prescribed ones. I've increased my tea and coffee intake and that has seemed to help. I've also been taking the probiotic supplement this entire time. I've been cooking for my son and family every day and all their food is made from scratch. I try it since I've never made it before and to check if it tastes ok/seasoned enough. That's really hurting me this round. Then I want to eat. I'll be good and not cheat but by night time that's all I can think of and by 10pm I've taken a sleeping pill to forget about the food and hunger pains (since I can't seem to sleep without it I"m so hungry) and forget it, it's on. This morning I had chocolate chips in my pockets that had melted as I slept. They were all over me and the bedding. Even  my dog. One was half way in my nose, I'm suspecting I tried putting it in my mouth. This is a new bottle of HCG, 2 days only. Ugg. I'm frusterated at myself more than anything else and so tempted to stop RIGHT NOW! I'm going to try again today. Will take the vinegar water this morning. The worst part is that today is "cooking day" for all the meals I plan for the family during the week! Sucks.